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Thursday, June 17, 2004

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 23:02:21 GMT

can ya aLL beLieve that 2day is tha Last day 0f skuL!!!!i wuz cryin' s0 badLy!!!but ma fukin' cuz pr0mizd that she wuz g0ne bE thuRr...but she neva camE....fukkin sh*t..im s0 mad at her!!!evn ma bf didn't fukkin cum!!!magsama kay0ng LAhaT!!!!iniwan ny0 Lng ak0ng magisa fuck y'aLL!!!!! i cant beLievE y0u...speciaLLy ma cuzin!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!I HATE Y'ALL!!!!!!!

Saturday, June 05, 2004

Sat, 05 Jun 2004 01:33:43 GMT

im s0 crazy, huh??...it'Z juZ i'm a diFfErEnt kinD 0f pErs0n...i
aM buT i d0n'T waNa taLk b0uT' iT...it'Z a rEaLLy reaLLy LonG
st0ry...

~aina~

Saturday, June 05, 2004

Sat, 05 Jun 2004 01:27:41 GMT

thiz iZ rEaLLy sAd...i thiNk thAt wEn i diE...i wouLd bE haPpy...i
jUz wiSh...but i d0n'T kn0w wEn it'z g0nNa haPpEn...n id0n'T kn0w
wEn ma LifE iz g0iNg 2 EnD...maYbE, my timE iz cLosE...

~aina~

Saturday, June 05, 2004

Sat, 05 Jun 2004 00:18:49 GMT

guEsS wut??...i'm rEaLLy sad 2daY...n mad 2...wEn i haNg 0ut wit mA frndz, i fEeL 0ut 0f pLacE...parabang nao-OP...wEn i haNg 0ut wit thEm, it feLt LikE i didn'T bELong thEre...it'z juZ wiErd...it feLt LikE thEy d0n't waNt mE thErE!!!thAt waSn'T ryt!!!...thEy d0n't evEn taLk 2 mE!!!i wuz jUz sTandiN' thEre ListEn 2 thEm...i wuz askin' thEm sum quEsti0nz, buT thEy w0n'T ListEn!!!it feLt LikE i wuZ inviSibLe!!!n thEn i haD a Lot 0f pr0bLemZ aLreAdy!!!aLL i wantEd wuz pp0L taLkinG 2 mE...thAz aLL... thEy d0n't evEn undErstAnd mE...im aLwayz huRt...n im vEry tirEd 0f mysELf!!!!...i waNa diE aLreAdY!!!!!!!!!!!!but...nEva minD...it'z juz i gEt tirEd 0f myseLf aLL tha timE!!!!sPeciaLLy wEn i aLwayZ cry...aLL i'm trYin 2 say iz thAt i d0n'T waNa gEt huRt s0 badLy...i evEn havE pr0bLemZ sa PAGMAMAHAL!!!!!!!!....thAz whY i aLwaYz ListEn 2 LOVE SONGS!!!! bEc0z it t0uchEz my hEarT....i'm n0t LyiN'....iT'z aLwaYz LOVE SONGS thAt i aLwaYz LisTeN 2...anyWaYz....c0z yah kn0w wUt i'm sayiN'??... LeT mE expLaiN...wEn i faLL in LovE, i FaLL in LoVe faSt...pEr0 0ncE i gEt huRt, i gEt huRt s0 EasiLy!!!!...thaz aLL....maybE it'z juz 2 muCh LOVE thaZ why...i guEsS it'Z juZ 2 much LovE......buT i wiSh n0t...c0z i waNa havE fuN duRinG ma LifE....buT i cAn'T.......thiz haS bEen 2 haRd f0r mE.......but i'LL STOP....i wish....

~aina~

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

Wed, 02 Jun 2004 01:53:25 GMT

aLa Lng...d0 yah likE ma backgr0und??......

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

Wed, 02 Jun 2004 01:34:44 GMT

i juz wana say that...i'm sick...n i camE h0mE aftuRr 3rd pEri0d...i think we arE cursEd....n thaz maybE....

Monday, May 31, 2004

Mon, 31 May 2004 17:24:52 GMT

mE...n sarah....!!!!

Monday, May 31, 2004

Mon, 31 May 2004 16:41:47 GMT

thiz iz mwuah n ma cuz!!!

Monday, May 31, 2004

Mon, 31 May 2004 16:38:27 GMT

LUTHER VANDROSS LYRICS

Dance With My Father

Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around 'til I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved
If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
How I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again
When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way, I would run from her to him
He'd make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me
If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
'Cause I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again
Sometimes I'd listen outside her door
And I'd hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me
I know I'm praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don't do it usually
But dear Lord she's dying
To dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream

Monday, May 31, 2004

Mon, 31 May 2004 05:51:09 GMT

0h...wassup....bLo0dz n cRyPtz huh??....