can ya aLL beLieve that 2day is tha Last day 0f skuL!!!!i wuz cryin' s0 badLy!!!but ma fukin' cuz pr0mizd that she wuz g0ne bE thuRr...but she neva camE....fukkin sh*t..im s0 mad at her!!!evn ma bf didn't fukkin cum!!!magsama kay0ng LAhaT!!!!iniwan ny0 Lng ak0ng magisa fuck y'aLL!!!!! i cant beLievE y0u...speciaLLy ma cuzin!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!I HATE Y'ALL!!!!!!!

im s0 crazy, huh??...it'Z juZ i'm a diFfErEnt kinD 0f pErs0n...i
aM buT i d0n'T waNa taLk b0uT' iT...it'Z a rEaLLy reaLLy LonG
st0ry...

                                                                          ~aina~

thiz iZ rEaLLy sAd...i thiNk thAt wEn i diE...i wouLd bE haPpy...i
jUz wiSh...but i d0n'T kn0w wEn it'z g0nNa haPpEn...n id0n'T kn0w
wEn ma LifE iz g0iNg 2 EnD...maYbE, my timE iz cLosE...

                                                                              ~aina~

guEsS wut??...i'm rEaLLy sad 2daY...n mad 2...wEn i haNg 0ut wit mA frndz, i fEeL 0ut 0f pLacE...parabang nao-OP...wEn i haNg 0ut wit thEm, it feLt LikE i didn'T bELong thEre...it'z juZ wiErd...it feLt LikE thEy d0n't waNt mE thErE!!!thAt waSn'T ryt!!!...thEy d0n't evEn taLk 2 mE!!!i wuz jUz sTandiN' thEre ListEn 2 thEm...i wuz askin' thEm sum quEsti0nz, buT thEy w0n'T ListEn!!!it feLt LikE i wuZ inviSibLe!!!n thEn i haD a Lot 0f pr0bLemZ aLreAdy!!!aLL i wantEd wuz pp0L taLkinG 2 mE...thAz aLL... thEy d0n't evEn undErstAnd mE...im aLwayz huRt...n im vEry tirEd 0f mysELf!!!!...i waNa diE aLreAdY!!!!!!!!!!!!but...nEva minD...it'z juz i gEt tirEd 0f myseLf aLL tha timE!!!!sPeciaLLy wEn i aLwayZ cry...aLL i'm trYin 2 say iz thAt i d0n'T waNa gEt huRt s0 badLy...i evEn havE pr0bLemZ sa PAGMAMAHAL!!!!!!!!....thAz whY i aLwaYz ListEn 2 LOVE SONGS!!!! bEc0z it t0uchEz my hEarT....i'm n0t LyiN'....iT'z aLwaYz LOVE SONGS thAt i aLwaYz LisTeN 2...anyWaYz....c0z yah kn0w wUt i'm sayiN'??... LeT mE expLaiN...wEn i faLL in LovE, i FaLL in LoVe faSt...pEr0 0ncE i gEt huRt, i gEt huRt s0 EasiLy!!!!...thaz aLL....maybE it'z juz 2 muCh LOVE thaZ why...i guEsS it'Z juZ 2 much LovE......buT i wiSh n0t...c0z i waNa havE fuN duRinG ma LifE....buT i cAn'T.......thiz haS bEen 2 haRd f0r mE.......but i'LL STOP....i wish....

                                                                    ~aina~